M y First New Blog's Post Sunday, July 5, 2009 / 9:42 AM
Hi everyone!I haven't been blogging for a long time already. I have been lazy, busy and of course do not have the mood to blog. And my old blog seemed weird too. So I decided to make a new blog and delete the old one. Just like moving to a new house.
Today is Sunday .The first Sunday after the first semester holiday. I missed holiday very much. I hope to go back to the past. Enjoying myself. Sitting comfortably on the sofa, watching movies. Playing computer games, chatting with my beloved old classmates. I missed my old classmates a lot. They can't be compared with the new ones. They are much more better than them.
There isn't classes on Monday(tomorrow). So that is why I still can blog at this time. I do not know why am I having strange feelings since the middle of term 2. I just do not know why. I am lost suddenly. In the past, I am always very sure about my decisions. I know what I want to be. I know what I want to do. I have my own ideas. But since the middle of term 2, all my thinkings method and ways have changed. I felt so complicated and helpless for the first time. I am lost. I do not know where to go, which way to go.I just know one thing. I am lost.
Sometimes, I wished, I really wished, I have not came to Singapore to study. I missed my friends, my classmates, my families. They are important to me. It was hard to separate with them. Especially my parents, who took care of me. Whenever I felt alone, helpless, my parents will be by my side, helping me, guiding me.
But sometimes, I felt happy to come to Singapore. At least, I can meet some best friends. The friends who will help you no matter what, who will stand by your side when you needed their help, who is willing to hear your thoughts, your feelings... It is hard to meet a friend like this. But I met not only one best friend like that, I met quite a few, which is already enough for me. They are willing to help me.