My Sweet Home n(^.^)n

Towards The End Of Holidays

2010-12-14T19:59:00.000-08:00

Recently(not quite either), I had opened a tumblr account. But a person who is so damn lazy---me,will not ever always update the blog/tumblr, which has resulted....an empty blog/tumblr.

I had quite a few plans for my hols, but it seemed to me that none of them worked out.Oh well...

Few more weeks and I'm gonna say bye to my home sweet home. How sad. Worst of all, I have not finish my holiday homework yet. How Good....

Although this is seriously unreasonable, but I still wanna accuse tuitions. They are the ones that disrupted my whOle holiday plans. To tuition: Oh well, I'm doomed. U had completed ur task.Happy?

Back Again:D

2010-11-11T23:22:00.000-08:00

Haha~
Back again.
Was lost for 11 days...Hmmm...
During this period, I went overseas, a trip to find myself again.
Yeah, I think I did.
I had been quite lost for a long period of time.
Not knowing what to live for.
Leading a life with no directions.
I'm back.
I found the reason to live.
I hope it will last long.
Its really not nice to live without a direction.
Your life is just like cars passing the road.
Come and gone.
Pointless.
And now I'm back.
My heart is filled.
I know why I lived.
I know why I was born.
To try something.
To do something.
To love.
To cry.
To laugh as hard as I could.
To hug.
And to live a colourful life.
My mind might be cloudy regarding my future.
But anyways, I shall give it a try.
Although I might fall badly,
And might not recover.
But try, just try.
I might earn something.

2010-11-01T08:08:00.000-07:00

I wonder if there is sth wrong with my blogskin cauz I couldn't see it properly with my comp. Well I don't know whether is it a prob mith my comp(okay my comp seriously, actually got a prob) or izit the blogskin.Never mind. I'm gonna CHANGE it.

But somehow. It recovered. Oh well. I shall postpone the idea of changing blogskin.Teehee^^

Year End Dinner vs Dance Night

2010-11-01T07:36:00.000-07:00

Lol. Yeah. I was away for a couple of days and now I'mma back.Heh!
As from the previous post, Year End Dinner vs Dance Night was held on last Thurs. Well I wasn't quite excited. I was rather very interested on what exactly will happen on that day.
So my dad fetch me back from school. Took quite a long time waiting for both my dad and Jiaii. Miss Yew Jiaii, you are late. LOLz. Yeah but we saved quite a lot of energy as we don't need to run to catch the bus/MRT or to walk up the stupid hill. Yes, the hill is damn irritating.
My dad brought us to Bukit Timah Plaza. To be more accurate, it was me, who suggested us to go to Bukit Timah Plaza. This was all because of our beloved Miss Ginny Chan. She wanted us to go and buy the glow stick. We went to Popular(according to Ginny ALL Popular bookstores sell glow stick). But apparently it did not turn out as what we had expected. We went there alright. Then we searched and searched and searched. Not a single trace of the glow stick so we decided to go eat. But my dad asked me to ask the shopkeeper to check whether if they did really sell. So I asked. Then this freakin shopkeeper brought me to a stack a coloured scotch tapes. I was like wth??!! So I told him Never mind alr. And we went for PIZZAAAA!!!Weee!!!
Ate at Pizza Hut. We took quite a long time, both waiting for the person to serve us and deciding on what to eat. We were like damn full. Cauz my dad always order alot, then needa stuff and stuff and stuff.
So into the topic. Year End Dinner was damn...How do I phrase it? I give up. I feel damn unnatural. Cauz I'm like wearing a formal dress with a "jeans" shorts inside. LOL. And Jia Hui wore PE SHORTS! Then we ate. The food wasn't very delicious, but better than usual. That's already very good. Then we also got long winded speeches given by guest of honour which is like so soft that we could even hardly hear what he said. And some not very good quality performance.
After that was dance night. Almost half of the whole cohort of people went off, leaving only a few. Then after that no one went to the dance floor until th emcees had no choice but to drag a few people out. Slowly more and more people gathered at the dance floor. It was not long until everyone was already tired only my beloved sec 1 juniors and us and also a few other people still on the dance floor. LOLz. The juniors were like still damn active. So the others were like sitting around the dance floor and looking/staring at us.
The whole event wasn't as good as last year in my opinion. Last year, more people joined the dance night event. But anyways, it was still a job done and worth some rewards. Well done 10th Boarders Council. You all did improve compared to Investiture.Jia Yous and Gambateh!

Games Carnival!!!

2010-10-27T07:50:00.000-07:00

Yeah!Today is Games Carnival and I didn't sleep the whole night.Not because I'm excited for the Games Carnival or something is bothering me. I just didn't know why I couldn't get into sleep. It annoyed me very much. So I went to school with a very very tired me. I seriously felt like sleeping when I reached school.
So went to the hall to gather and listen to instructions of games before going to the respective venue. There are three main activities held throughout the games carnival. Badminton, Soccer, Floor ball, Ultimate Frisbee and Captains Ball. I joined the Soccer Game, just like last year. The differences were just that last year I played as a reserved and this year I played as a team member and I'm playing with different classmates, and I did not just played as goal keeper.
First match was against Truth. They were strong opponents. Luckily I managed to not let them scored. But somehow the first ball hit my eye cauz I didn't pay enough attention and the second ball was so fast that I injured my thumb. So currently my thumb is in a state of cannot exert any force cauz it'll pain.
The venue was seriously muddy. We played at the field so yeah. The worst part was that it rained heavily in the early morning so the grass is slippery. So as expected, many people slipped and whoppp, fall on the buttocks. You can see muds flying everywhere when we ran around. It was seriously gross.
Today was also the last day of CCA. I managed to finish my part!!!Yeah!!!So I didn't need to attend extra lesson on Friday!!!Oh yeah!I don't think I'll miss CCA very much cauz my CCA is infocomm and it's all about computers and I will be using computers at home, so yeah.
It's late. I should sleep early, to replace what I had lost today morning & last night. Sweet dreams^^

Back Alive :)

2010-10-26T02:32:00.000-07:00

I've been dead for....I dunno how long. But anyways, I'M BACK! YEY! LOL! -.-
Exams are over and I'm hungry-.-
I woke up in the afternoon today so I didn't eat my breakfast. So I decided to replace my lunch with breakfast. So my breakfast is: A packet of biscuits and water!!!!!
That's why I'm hungry-.-
I changed my blogskin cauz I find it boring.Well, never mind.
Exams are over!!! And I played hard after that. Last Friday,I got back some of my exam papers. They sucked like hell!!! I flunked Science,FOR THE FIRST TIME!!!!I'm pissed with myself.Maths was like normal,not too good, not too bad. History...If compared to the previous test,I had improved(cauz I failed).But I did not scored well too. I just don't get why did I wrote 2 lines and got 2 marks and wrote 4 lines and got 1 mark-.-like wth-.-Anyways my chinese sucked too. They suck they suck they suck.
Forget about exam papers.
Few more days and I can go back to Malaysia. This was what I had longed. But the price to pay was to pack my stuff.This was what I had not longed for.Seriously, I don't have the feeling to pack my stuff. It's damn hard to pack them.Cauz I need to sort out which of them I'm taking back and which of them aren't. And there are loads of them. Freaking things.
This Thursday will be my report card day. Shit. I hope they aren't too bad. I needa 'present' it to my mom and dad. Hope they will turn out well. Oh ya!And there will be a Year End Dinner or some who call it 'Prom Nite'. After few days of visiting shopping malls and etc,I got my dress. Oh well, I am so damn happy cauz my legs wouldn't be tired anymore.(not exactly anymore,well for a short period of time).
Anyways I shall end the post here.

Jubilate

2010-05-20T23:54:00.001-07:00

Today is jubilate.
The whole class seemed seriously empty.
I wonder what will happen in performing arts class.
I think they are like empty.
Never mind.
Most CCAs are cancelled today.
Either they are rehersing, responsible teacher is to do duty, or teacher sick.
Infocomm is still going on-.-
I hate it.
I hate the fact that others doesn't have to go to CCA but I need!!
And the most important thing is that
After CCA, I gotta rush back for Investiture dry run 2!!!
Inviestiture is commin soon.
It's on the following Tuesday!!!
Yey and boo
I don't need to choose a dress to wear on that day!!!
But I had to skip ICT lesson.
During ICT lesson, i got to learn some tips of photography.
But the sienz thing is that, the instructors are boring.
Well, I had no choice.
No point on ponting CCA.
Teacher will find me ask questions and bla bla bla...

I'm Lazy

2010-04-30T01:19:00.000-07:00

Haven't been feeling to blog for a long time.
Wonder why.
Currently in school now.
Was supposed to be recording our video for Racial Harmony video.
But the teacher failed to give us the cam recorder.
Have been wasting time during CCA for about a month.
Going online, playing games etc.
Somehow, I don't feel like finishing the video now.
I felt like being like this for the rest of the year.
Enjoying CCA, blogging, gaming, watching videos, facebooking....
But this is so damn impossible.
From what I heard, we are learning lomography!
YEY!
People cheers!
Currently gaming and finding cool games.
Somehow,I find facebook boring for a long time.
Oh yah!
MAYDAY ROCKZ!

March Holidays

2010-03-04T02:33:00.000-08:00

Had been lazy to post posts since school became more and more busy. So, let's celebrate! It's week 9 now! One more week, and we will charge back to Malaysia! Cheers for Malaysian scholars!

Test, test, test, is all I gotta say. They freaked me out! Totally! PPR too! I wasn't expecting my grades to be real good this term. Trying to adapt to the "busy studying" situation here. Really, I wasn't stressed out at first. But looking at others M-E-M-O-R-I-S-I-N-G TEXTBOOKS really freaked me out. Hello?! We aren't robots! Nor we are computers, or more advanced laptops! Hey friends, can u all stop this crazy thing? Whoa, its really terrible standing in the middle looking and hearing everyone memorizing the text. Hello?! Can u all don't make me so stressed up?

History was okay, Maths was terrible, Literature too was acceptable, Geography dead, Science should be acceptable, English lets pray to god, Chinese shouldn't make me feel left out, Arts please be like the usuals and what more? Yah PE,Lets have a pass plz?

Wonderful Day

2010-02-25T01:46:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was a school holiday. I wanted to wake up late, get my sleep, but then I sacrificed myself to accompany Ginny with Jia Hui and Jiaii to E-A-S-T C-O-A-S-T!!!!!! Yey! I haven't been to beach since a long time. I miss the sea!

We took bus until somewhere, I forgot the place's name already, and walked a very far distance. On our way, Jiaii kept singing. I didn't know what she was singing then, but the melody seems familiar. After a short while, Jia Hui, Ginny and me joined the "choir". We then reached the beach. Jia Hui didn't want to take off her slippers at first. But then everyone(Ginny, Jiaii and me) took off their shoes. So Jia Hui did.t want to be the odd one out and took off her shoes. We went and played with the sand. Jiaii made many things, such as castle smiley face, paw print etc. I was there busy writing on the sand with Jia Hui. Ginny was alone, deciding whether what sand should she take. After that, Jiaii and I felt a little boring and went digging our feet into the sand. Lol! Jiaii's expression was real weird.

We also took photos. After that, we went to Mc Donalds! There was a skate in section, which we four, thought that it was cool. Ordered breakfast meal and sat there enjoying our food. Stayed there for a while before leaving East Coast. By the way, there is something that I have to say! The aroma of the coffee makes me feel good! It smells delicious. But then the sad thing was that I didn't buy.

Then went to national library to research on our Geography assignment. Had been sticking our heads into piles and piles of thick books to find the info that we needed. Our legs were numb after a while of writing. But we gota work hard. So continued with our work. Write, write , write and read, read, read are all the words I could describe us researching on Singapore. Jia Hui finished her researching first. We were all tired at that time. So, she decided to take a short nap. Ginny, was sitting by her side. She was in a "camera" mood. She took lots and lots of pics of peoples in the library. Btw, she captured many pics of Jia Hui taking a nap!

About afternoon 4 something, we went back. Before stepping up into the bus, we went to....CHEERS!Bought some food. We were starving at that time. Stuffed our food into our mouths as we were afraid that the bus will come soon. Had a great time at the beach yesterday. Planning to have a outing there someday again. Ginny suggested that we invite our juniors!

I'm sorta looking forward to my aunt and grandma's visit tomorrow. I wonder how will it be....

AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

2010-02-22T23:34:00.000-08:00

Damn.
Created a email account to make a new blog. The blog has about 5 admins. One of them is me! The blog was created to post stories. Had been deciding for a long time. And now its finally created. But then it is not yet prepared to be opened to the public yet.

Oh well, what freaked me out was that my story was the first to post!AHHHH!!!!!My story was really, stupid.

Ah well. Tomorrow is holiday! Wadever. What to say ? bye.

Lalalalala

2010-02-18T07:23:00.000-08:00

Long time din post.
Lazy+no internet connection
Everybody, say bye to Valentines
bye to Chinese New Year
Back at hostel
Life resumes
Homeworks and assignments
Tests and Exams
Laptops and Computers
Stories and Novels
Games and Sports
Friends and Sisters
Movies and Dramas
Chat and Gossips
Early and Night
Day by Day
Week passes
Now its time
Pack up the bag
And start working
Harder than before
Works are
Tougher than before
Don't give up
Cauz there's still more!

A Long Time Since Last Post

2010-02-09T06:14:00.000-08:00

Okay. Badminton was still fun, but then I missed basketball. It had been weeks since I played basketball. Going back to Malaysia THIS WEEKEND!!!Actually this Friday!!!!!!!!OMG!Its Chinese New Year*claps!!!

Chinese New Year- Everyone who isn't married yet will laugh/smile until mouth cramp and teeth drop. Why? Cauz can get angpau!!Or "steal" angpau(s). But for those who are married... T.T:"There's a hole in my pocket and wallet...."But then if the married ones have children:"Hehehehehehe. I can hack the money from my children..."LOLz*If u don't like it then dun read it. It's just for entertaining.

Went to GO with Ginny to put attendance slip and take passport. Met William and Xing Xing. Ms Vivian offered us Pocky/ Rocky or wadever it is. Then something flew over here:" Hoi! That's mine!Dun steal it!"Okay... This voice belonged to William-.- He and Xing Xing was referring to some "official work". He was there complaining to Ms Vivian. Then he was like not satisfied and asked me and Ginny to look at it and give comments... Nvr mind. Ginny met someone who is special to her. Lol. It was awkward standing there. Went away to Blue Tea.

Bought some food as I am hungry. Ginny was struggling whether to buy coffee at there or at the vending machine next to our hall. In the end we bought it there. Damn Ginny threw all her things at me. I was trying to "tidy up" and "Thumph" almost all things drop on the floor. Luckily her sandwich did not "kiss" the floor. Lucky*phew. Then met Person A who said yo....Ginny replied back but I was drinking Milo so I just sorta "wave" back. Then met Yu Jing followed by Person B. I wonder why Ginny wanted to hit Yu Jing, but when she saw Person B. She was shocked. I told her:"Beware that he/she take revenge on you because u hit his/ her "admirer".And Ginny gave an answer which made me laugh like not really mad but sort of "inside".

Its late at night now. Byess and sweet dreams.

Jia yous!>specially for Jiaii and Jia Hui

Boring Day

2010-02-06T17:49:00.000-08:00

Taday's the first day of the week. Though many people think that Monday is the first day of the week.

Currently doin nothin, juz surfing around the net, lookin at other's pics. Tommorow is the first day of school of the week. Sometimes I hate going to school. Actually I have just two lame reasons:I dun wanna wake up so early & I dun wanna go back. Duh~ I really hate that you know why I dun like going back? Its because its a terrible journey walking from the bus stop to the hostel. I wonder why did they build the hostel on top of a mountain with a steep slope??? Everyday got training...

Sometimes I think that times flies in a blink of an eye, sometimes I think time crawls like a snail, slow and steady. I wonder if this is because of our mindsets. But time is like this always changing. How I wonder if I could stop the time even just a second. Never mind..

Sec 2 is a brand new experience. This experience can affect many things, especially my future, so I had to think again and again before I act. Next year will be a hard year. So jiayous everyone >who is taking>> SPM/ O Levels/ etc.

Byess. Gotta prepare for tests now...

Oh Shit...

2010-02-04T00:23:00.000-08:00

Haiz....

Todays test is easy. Okay, I would prefer this word. Maths was boring. Teach asked us to do some quest. But I did it already. She asked us to hand in for her to correct. I immediately hand in to her after I heard from my friend that she wanted to mark it now. She was astonished at first. She then marked and I had 2 quest wrong. Wadever. Made muffins today and so long and so forth...

End here right now. Feelin' terrible to post...

Long Holiday for Blog

2010-02-02T01:09:00.000-08:00

I have not been posting at least a week more or so.

I have been sorta lazy and yup the usual excuse. Last week my dad came, and went out for lunch with him. I liked the food there, and the price is also reasonable. It is a Japanese Buffet Restaurant, near Clementi Road. And then when I was half-way eating, Jia Hui used Yen Mae's hp called me. She asked me to buy a cake for Jiaii. They planned to celebrate her birthday a few days earlier. So I went to West Mall situated at Bukit Batok. I bought a chocolate brownie for her at polar. I also bought a pair of headphone as mine could not work now. And I found a shop selling bags. I saw one bag and bought it. Oh ya! I also went to Popular to buy some things that I need.

Then went back by taxi.Had a short conversation with my father before him leaving. Then went to play badminton. I had no idea what happened to me that day. I just smacked the shuttlecock hard. Jiaii was tired and asked me:"Can you don't hit so hard?I'm tired." I was expecting my arm to hurt the next day but it didn't. So lucky me!

Today teacher discussed with us about our O levels. Okay, we aren't taking O levels this year. Teacher was just giving us some ideas what O level will be like and how can we choose the subjects we want and also how to get in to the JC we wanted. I wanna take triple science. So gotta get into my books. From this year onwards, it will be tough to survive. Well what more choice do I have other than stick my head into piles and piles of books?? I'll just keep this post short. Some days I'll publish some pictures. Btw I found out that my c-box did not really suite my blogskin. So I'll find one day to change it. okay now. Byee>>

Taste of failure

2010-01-25T06:49:00.000-08:00

Today I had a bad day. I experienced failure. I had tasted the taste of failure and it was not nice. There was a price to pay and it was what I did not want.

Yes, I failed my English Comprehension. I just failed by a few tiny careless mistakes. And so, I slide past the pass and fell badly on to the ground. I felt sad and depressed. I was hoping I could at least get a pass, but those careless mistakes make me fell from Earth to "Hell".

I stood up, thought back. I know I have not been very hardworking. I realized which step that I took was wrong. I walked back and started again. I might be late already. But I believe that I still can improve. I never thought that my English was terrific. I had been trying to improve, but I always stop at the middle of the process.

I am willing to try again, try harder this time. I know what I did wrong, and willing to correct it. I wish I can manage it in a short time.

Meaningful Yesterday!

2010-01-24T00:03:00.000-08:00

Yesterday we gave Ginny a surprise party. It was fun, I had a great time laughing^^. Before that we decorate our cluster notice board. We spent damn lotz of time decorating it. Btw I didn’t give idea, I just helped them to make some decorations, e.g. making those fishes. And I also did the lantern that the blue tea aunty made. I was very surprised of myself. I didn’t think that I could make it just by seeing it. That was my first time doing it. I just took few looks of it then tada!!!! *patting myself! lol! Then the other one was like the one my aunt made for my mum. She gave it to us last year. I like it very much. She was very good at making that. It was very nice, just like as if it was bought outside but not home-made. I suddenly lost my memory, I couldn’t figure out how it looks. So I called my mum and asked her. Then decided to skype and show me the important parts of making it. I wasted a very long time, I think more than a few hours. And finally DONE! Oh how proud I felt about myself!!!*jkjk… It was not very perfect just like what my aunt made, but good enough for a first-timer. Made some flowers to cover up those “ugly” parts. But it wasn’t very ugly, its just looked nicer with those flowers.

Then Ginny suggested that we go to play badminton, as the few weeks before, we had been playing basketball. She felt sorry for badminton and suggested to play badminton. Jia Hui actually agreed but then we haven’t prepared finish yet, so she declined. Then it’s like almost everyone not going, she became mad. I didn’t know what happened until Jia Hui told me. Obviously Ginny was totally angry of Jia Hui. So I suggest that I go with her. But Jia Hui said that Ginny doesn’t wanna go if I’m the only one accompanying her. So Yen Mae decided to go. She didn’t want, so in the end Ginny was mad at Jia Hui. Jia Hui felt “bad” and complained to me*ps I’m a good listener!!!Talk to me anytime*if I’m free, I’m willing to give you a counseling!!!!LOLz… Then she helped me to recall what happened last year. We gave Ginny a surprise b’dae party also!!!-.-” And Ginny was mad at Jia Hui also…. Urgh, why did the same thing happened again???? So and then we performed and lalalalalala long story….. The fun part was when we played whacko. Meng Hang and Yu Jing kept going out=kept got hit. The worst part was that Han Loong hit him very very loud. He was like… ermm… the whole face red liao.. He pain until like that. I wonder how did his “kai mui”*Ginny felt. Then he was finding revenge. In the end someone helped him*forgotten who, but it wasn’t as hard as him. He must felt very lucky. Then Han Loong got hit when we first changed the “rules”. The rule is that if you got hit, you must choose to dare or say the truth. He chose double-dare. Then Meng Hang got hit and has to dare with him. Leong Hui and William suggested a very stupid idea, which Meng Hang’s buddy, Mao=Christopher Ho, agreed. They told them to make a terrible funny pose and run with a superman pose. When they reached the bench they got to fight. I was there laughing like hell. Hahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They did, both of them really, were funny*the way they run. So then, Meng Hang was very afraid when anyone called him. He was like a mouse hiding at a “corner”. Then Shaun made Ginny angry because he got hit and he chose dare. He was to say “You are beautiful to 3 girls.” Then I asked him why didn’t tell Ginny as a birthday present. He say that I wanna vomit liao. Who would tell her. I told Ginny and Ginny scolded him “欠扁”. Then she was like cursed him and he kept got hit!! And another thing!!!! Han Xing got hit half-way. Christopher made a very hard question for him=Chose either Ginny/ Jia Hui/ Jiaii, to kill/ marry/ date. And Ginny sacrificed herself= she told Han Xing to kill her. Then he say he will date Jia Hui, and marry Jiaii*WHOOTS!!!!!!!
Ermmmm, I think this post is over long. Why did I post so long ? Actually there’s one reason> I am waiting for the video to load due to the lagging internet connection . Kays bye!!!!

>>This post is 775 hundred words long!!!!!

Happy Birthday!!!!

2010-01-21T06:41:00.000-08:00

Went to brush my teeth juz now. Went with Jia Hui. Ginny and Jiaii were also there. Jiaii was holding both apple and blueberry(both of them are carebears,apple belongs to Jiaii,which was given to her as an early birthday present from me, and blueberry to Ginny). Me, Jiaii and Jia Hui sang Happy Birthday song*plz note that its Sinaporean style,I wonder y both of them like it but anyways, Ginny was totally freaked out. She said that she hated to be 14,*as she was the eldest among all sec 2 scholars.We didn't cared bout her much and juz continued with our song.

Then we were talking about things, or to be more specify "our secrets*which isn't really ours". We were "quadruplets". Sometimes Ginny and Jia Hui have connection sometimes its with me and sometimes Jiaii. Its like we have a "connection" between us. We were like somehow connected*mentally to each other. Then Jiaii started talkin' "Apple!There are three freaks at here!!!""Yes I agree with you Blueberry"and so long and so forth. We were like "wth" !!!! I chased Jiaii out of the "space" at there. Then Jiaii went to our room and talked in front of the mirror. I wonder if anyone sees this, will they think of us as crazy people. I guess they would.

Then Jiaii suggested that we "Touch" Ginny's 13 year old hair as a memory before her hair turns 14. LOL!We were like messing up her hair. Ginny was like a statue standing there doin' nothin'. She didn't fight back which was what I didn't expected. Well never mind. I am plannin' to put my present for her secretly on her table. I don't think she would know who gave her. I wonder what will her reaction be when she saw. *Gave her a carebear as she likes carebear lotz. And juz pity Blueberry has no one except a dog accompany her. Lol! I purposely chose a blue carebear for her. She is tryin' to go "GREEN!ORANGE!and BLUE*I think so". Okay wadever. Gonna sleep.Well,

Nitees!!!!!

Interesting yet Boring

2010-01-21T02:45:00.000-08:00

Geog teacher was absent. In the end it came a teacher who was about our class d average height. She was totally hyper and cool. Her class was totally interesting!Damn fun I tell you. Btw I think one of the reasons is that she just graduated last year*graduated from jc.And she was from st nicks too. She too was from sec 2 unity!!!!!She say she done all the pranks on teachers already and that we cannot beat her.

But she was also very straight and sometimes a little like me>violent. I was very happy that I got to let her teach and enjoy her interesting lesson. Its very sad that she did not teach my class. She kept telling fun facts and jokes bout societies and all. And she talks fast not fast is incredibly fast.

Btw my "next table mate" tripped and fell and hurt herself.Btw she said that after she fell another hwa chong guy fell too. How coincidence! JKJK....Emm what more?Ginny and the "guy" had some connection between them.Its like some sort of imprinting. Both of them kept wearing the same type of shirt/shirt with the same colour. LOL. I and Jia Hui kept making fun of her. Today was okay. Its the most free day if compared to other days. We had Maths, History and Home Economics only. But we got CT slot at last 2 periods but nvr mind, not every week got ct.^^

Freekin angry with my phone. I really have no idea why izit like that. I juz totally confused now. There's ....Okay what did I wanna say????WTH!!!Nvr mind. Next year only tell u*it takes me a very long time 2 remember...I hav short term memory...Byesssss....

Frightening Scream

2010-01-17T01:04:00.000-08:00

Just remembered what I had wanted to post about.LOL!

Last Sat, we were watching horror movie at Yu Xin's place. It was not quite scary for the first movie. It was called the messenger. It was just okay. We finished it very fast. Then Jia Hui suggested Dead Silence. And it was picked amongst the others. I was quite excited, I havn't been watching horror movie for a long time. It was very tense. There was one part I forgotten where it was already, I was a little frightened. But then the scariest part was that Ginny suddenly jerked someones arm and screamed like hell. Damn.. Everyone was frightened by her scream. Even Jiaii who wasn't watching the movie was also frightened.

Yu Xin and Yen Mae was quite frightened too. Jia Hui and I was the most "brave" amongst them. We were a little frightened by the movie, we didn't scream okay, but I think the three of them screamed in the mid afternoon. I wonder did it spread to other halls and did anyone wondered why is there people screaming in the mid afternoon.

Okay its late now, gtg^^

Tiring day

2010-01-16T07:55:00.000-08:00

Went to play bball today. I suddenly felt so old. Its like my stamina isn't like the old days I had. Mayb its because I hadnt been training for a long time. Oh well never mind. Okay... what I was telling that I will post... Oh well I forgotten but never mind.. Will post it sometimes later. Had been accepting requests and all .I hav had a lot of request....And theres many things happened today. most of it isn't open for all..I think I'll keep this post as short as can be.*as I'm quite tired now. SO well bye..

Balai Polis/ Police Station

2010-01-14T03:03:00.000-08:00

Police Station???!!!

Yeah, that's where I am studying at. Damn syok right?? Yeah I guess almost none of you will believe this. But it's the truth, I am really studying in a police station. Maybe I need to explain more to let you understand more about what I am talking about. I S-T-U-D-Y I-N A S-C-H-O-O-L T-H-A-T L-O-O-K-S L-I-K-E A P-O-L-I-C-E S-T-A-T-I-O-N!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yea right. I wonder why. Is the school something wrong. I think you wouldn't believe what I am saying right now. But it's really the truth. I don't know why the school wants to paint the wall just like the police station, dark blue and white. And it totally looked like a police station. I wonder if there will be any tourist who lost their way and thought that this school is a police station. The school was painted white as the background just like the police station.

Okay lets stop talking about that darn police station?/school? Lets talk about today. I met many people which I didn't expected. And maths was still okay. Emm currently nothing to say. Yah I have two: I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!! & I DON'T WNAT TO GO FOR DIRECTOR'S DIALOG!!!!!!

Done~~~~

The week when exams and tests frist starts

2010-01-11T23:35:00.000-08:00

Alo.*This is a clue for the person who i posted at her chat box.

Today was as usual, a boring, sleepy day in Singapore, St. Nicks. Days repeats again and again. Sometimes interesting happens, but not satisfying. Thursday is test day. We are having our maths test during common test period. Then Friday we are having english comprehension and Chinese composition test. It's tiring you know. I found out that some teacher's lessons are so damn boring that I would rather study myself and ask them if I had problems.

Their tone was flat and calm. How can I stand listening to a flat tone for hours? Please teacher, can't you think of something interesting to teach. I really hate it.
Oh well I don't think I have much things to share. Once again it's boring at here....Preparing for someone's BP!

Orientation 2-OUCH!

2010-01-11T04:56:00.000-08:00

It was a good morning,I was heading back to school. It was CCA fair. My shift was at 10a.m but I went about an hour earlier. It was quite busy and crowded with people. I went to Com lab to help the others. I never left since I went in. It was quite boring though. So, I went onto the internet. Read the comic that I always read.

At 11a.m,I went back with Susana and Si Ying. We went to the MRT station and follow our way home. I went to buy some sushi for lunch. I love sushi! Went back, ate then went for station games. I am OG1's OGL.The game was quite fun but I preferred the year before last year's.It was much more better. Then went back to discuss about our performance for camp fire.

Camp fire was ok. Not as fun as the year I enter here. Our performance wasn't like it had been expected, due to someone...But the most funny part was the diapers commercial. I kept laughing. THen it was OGL's presentation. Enjoyed the whole session very much. Then we went around the camp fire,cheered,sang and danced. After that we went back to hostel. It was a tired day though satisfying. I like some of my juniors. I think they are quite nice. Others were terrible and it makes a big difference. I want to join the orientation somedays after, but I wish that the schedule isn't such tight and tiring.

Gota go.Bye !Will try uploading posts every week!^^

New Moon

2010-01-05T05:03:00.000-08:00

Have been searching for new moon since evening. Found a few, but the result wasn't like what I had expected. Every web page needs a survey to proceed to the movie. And the worst part is that the internet gadget couldn't find any surveys available. I guess this is what the hostel did. Blocked us from many things. Damn. I have been wanting to watch but the result wasn't like what I had wanted. I have no idea why I'm like wanting to watch something, anything interesting, but then i couldn't find one. So well lets fly back to time and share about what happened this afternoon.

So this afternoon went back to hostel with the whole lot of people--the lower sec scholars.And we met the ice cream uncle at the bus stop. I haven't been eating ice cream for long so I bought one. It was one of my favorite flavor, durian flavor. At first, I was the only one who wanted to buy. But in the end, a few of them bought too.

Slacked for a while, talking to Jia Hui, then went to bath. After went to general office to meet with the juniors. SK "II" gave us a short briefing of our destination and we started our journey. It was a a short and tiring journey especially with my pair of low cutting jeans. I hate climbing stairs since I was born, and we need to cross the over head bridge. No choice, I'll just had to follow. It wasn't a pleasant experience. Or you can say it was a terrible experience. We just went to Bukit Timah Plaza and the hawker centre nearby, and that's all. Oh how I regretted to follow. But never mind... Just doing some charity work^^

Btw I crazy with the detective comic tittled 侦探学院 Q.

New day in school

2010-01-04T04:16:00.000-08:00

2day was first day in school. It was normal and boring. My form teacher is Mdm. Huang. Emm what else?? the class was terribly small, if u sit down u cant get up. Orelse u will hit the fronts and the backs.

This week will be an adventure. A brand new feel for me. I dont know what to say more and I'm quite lazy to continue so will continue this weekend bah!

My first weekend in 2010

2010-01-02T22:55:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was a tired day, I went to basketball court to play basketball with my roommates and friends. Emm I quite lazy to type out so u can refer to Ginny's blog if ya wanna know more about yesterday.

2day went to play soccer with our seniors. I felt terribly lazy and tired. I don't know why. Ok then went to have breakfast. You will feel the air conditioner is very cold if you sweat. Its quite nice you know.

Ok now I'm reading a comic about 侦探 . Its quite nice. Btw I listening to Evan Yo's 2nd album. I quite like all the songs in the album. Jiaii and Ginny are crazy about K.O 3anguo now.SWT-.-". Last time it was me but now its them. And they are even worst than me. -.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-

Haiz...
Byeee wish that next day is a gud schooling day.

Back to TTCL :D

2009-11-13T01:28:00.000-08:00

Today woke up early.But then I stayed in my bed for a little while.I didn't got really enough sleep.I slept late yesterday.

I was very excited to go back to school. But then,I went back long time ago went back once already.Today I was more excited than before is because that I could meet with my friends again. I reached school at about 7:10am like that. But then my mum was worrying about this and that,s we stayed in the car for atleast 5 minutes just waiting for my mum to decide where to park the car.-.-"

Then I didn't want to ait already so I went in myself. I saw few boys playing aat the basketball court near the canteen. I know one of them must be Zhen Teng and the other David.So I went near to have a look.And BINGO!I was correct.I think they didn't know who it was or even noticed me. I was wearing a cap. It covered my face.

Then I walk around school. Dunno when, I saw David and Zhen Teng and one more guy,but I dunno who izzit at that time, talkin to chen lao shi. So I went up.Then I noticedthat it was Irvin.OMG. He is so thin and tall*tall only, not very tall.Then Ference and his gang came. When the performers went Chen Lao Shi said that she need to go and we a whole gang of people went to canteen. I saw Vanessa there. My*sighs,I miss her alot. Then the boys except David didn't went to play bball. I wonder why. He asked me where is Ginny.I was like -.-"swt........."Ginny! I think he misses you too much!!!!"LOL!

Then Shu and Phei Yee came.WHOOTS!!!Finally got to meet with them.Then we walk here and there chat.....The saw Shernice and Lim Pei Yi.Then many things happen and I am too lazy to type. This post is long enough.Oh ya.We went to seven eleven and saw Terence. Then go play bball. Cool. Haven't been playing for long. But then wearing jeans wasn't comfortble. Then it rained and so we went to watch performance. About 1:00pm I left.

And thats enough fo today and so byyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..........

Year End Dinner vs Dance Night

2009-10-20T01:39:00.000-07:00

Last Thursday year end dinner was held at the dining hall.It started at about 6:15pm.

I had CCA on that day. I request from the teacher in charge to leave early and she agreed. I was quite late already. So I went a little late. I was so messy at that time. I could not open my lock. But never mind. My friend helped me to took out my clothes.

The food did not taste as well as the investiture night. So I didn't eat quite much. There were performances too. My friend, jiaii performed Chinese yo-yo with a senior. It was quite great.

Then it was dance night. We had a great time. I 'll upload the pictures of me and my friends when I am free. Or you can try going to this link to view other pictures of that day.Pictures

Truth or Dare>?

2009-10-19T06:21:00.000-07:00

I have no idea since when Ginny likes to .play truth or dare again.For your information, I hate to dare.

Yesterday, we played it again. Worst than the day before yesterday. We played at the amphitheater. At first it was okay. Then it became worst when Yu Jing, Yong Jie and lastly "square" came. Wth. They asked me to dance "sorry sorry" in front of "square" after that day during the dance night. That day "square" danced that. And I think it was funny. I had no choice I hate it. It feels awkward dancing it front of "square".

It was quite "exciting" at first but it became more and more boring. Maybe its because we know quite a lot of things already? I don't really know and cared about the reason.

Enrichment Week-1st day

2009-10-19T06:10:00.000-07:00

Okay, it had been a long time since I posted the last post. I was just....lazy again. Btw I had finished my tests and I am very free(*not really) now.

Last Thursday, the enrichment week started. Our first program was to learn how to skate. Yup a pro inline skater taught my group. If I am not wrong he is the third in world's inline skating competition. Cool rite? I had never experienced skating nor ice skating before. So it was quite... hard....(*Okay don't laugh at me.I never experience this before!!!!!!!!)At least I can stand and skate a little bit. We didn't had much time. The lesson was less than 1 hour, due to the lack of "equipments".

Then we had our financial literacy class. It was quite fun. The speaker threw his money to us. Lol!!!!!! He taught many things. He told us how to manage our money. I had a great and not great time. Why not great? He was soooo.... lmao.A wadever> Kays, I'll end this post at here.

My Autobiography

2009-10-08T00:17:00.000-07:00

I was tagged by vanila>>>>

ShareRules : Once you've been tagged, Fill this out IN YOUR OWN WORDS and re-post as, "My Autobiography" ... And use your own answers, not anyone else's.

1. Where did you take your profile pic?
I don't have a profile picture.

2. What exactly are you wearing right now?
The pinafore, PE T-shirt and PE Shorts which I hated the most.

3. What is your current problem?
What to wear for the Year End Dinner-Dance Night held in hostel.

4. What makes you happy most?
Having an interesting book in my hands :D

5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
Nothin.

6. Any celeb you would marry?
Isn't it too early to talk about this?I haven't even think about marrying anyone.

7. Name someone/persons with the same birthday as you:
None.

8. Ever sang in front of a large audience?
Errr....Yes.....

9. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
No.

10. Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddie TV shows?
Hardly. I am stayin in a hostel...

11. Do you speak any other languages than English?
Yes .

12. Has anyone you've been really close passed away?
Yes....

13. Do you ever watch MTV?
Duh of course.-.-"

14. What's something that really annoys you?
Test results? I'm not confident.

Chapter 1
1. Middle name:
I don't think I have one.

2. Nickname(s):
Kai Nin nin(by Jia Hui), Ah Ning(by Ah Ting and Ah Ying)*This year's

3. Current location:
School's Comp lab 3.

4. Eye color:
Black?Dark-brown?Either one I think.

Chapter 2
1. Do you get along with your parents?
I don't contact with my parents so often now.

2. Are your parents married/separated/divorced:
Married.

Chapter 3 : Favourites
1. Ice Cream:
Coffee and Mint chocolate.

2. Season:
All.

3. Shampoo/conditioner:
No idea.

4. Favorite Thing:
Things I love ^.^

Chapter 4: Do You..
1. Dance in the shower?:
It's too slippery don't u think?

2. Do you write on your hand?:
Yea.

3. Call people back?:
Sometimes.

4. Believe in God?:
Not really.

5. Any bad habits?
Yahh.

6. Any mental health issues?
None.

Chapter 5: Have You..
1. Sprained stuff:
I guess so.

2. Had physical therapy?
Nope.

3. Gotten stitches?
Nope.

4. Taken painkillers:
Yah?

5. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling:
No

6. Thrown up at the dentist:
Nope.

7. Sworn in front of your parents?
Duno. I have a very bad memory.

8. Had detention?
Nah.No.

Chapter 6: Who/What was the last
1. Three people who texted you:
Chuan Xin and my mother.

2.Person you called:
My mother.

3. Person you hugged:
Forgot. I think is Jia Hui or Ginny.

4. Person you tackled?
Yong Ting?

5. Person you talked to on MSN?:
I think it's Vanessa. :)

6. Thing you touched?
Keyboard, mouse, etc. Too much>>>

7. Thing you ate? :
Bread.

8. Thing you drank:
H2O.

9. Thing you said:
"Duno."

10. Friend you saw yesterday(12am-12am):
Loads....

NOW TAG 20 PEOPLE! AND GET THEM TO DO THE SAME! :)
Ying Ying, Chuah
Susana, Yap
Si Ying, Tan
Ting, Yong
Shu Faye, Wong
Yu Jing, Ong
Ginny, Chan Kei Yen
Catherine, Liew Jia Hui
Cheryl, Lee Phei Yee

and whoever wants to do this....

LIfe in Sec School (1) - Malay Class

2009-09-30T23:53:00.000-07:00

Hi. Back again. This time, I wanna share about life in school, secondary school. Firstly, I was terribly upset when I am not attending an afternoon class. Its quite tiring. I spent half of the day in school. It doesn't makes me happy. I find that I like my hostel very much when I am in school. When I reached I don't like it anymore. Going back to hostel is a tiring thing to do. I wonder why did Hwa Chong Built their hostel and school on a hill. Even cars find it hard to reach the top.

So now, back to title. Malay class. Yes some poeple may think that there won't be any malay classes if you study at schools in Sinapore. Ok. Let me tell you that this is wrong. Malay classes starts from semester 2 onwards for the Sec 1s. If you are a Malaysian like me, congrats. The 2nd lesson is to learn how to say and whats the meaning of >>> Selamat pagi, Selamat datang, Selamat malam, bla bla bla. Gosh. The 1st lesson, due to some problems, my teacher did not make up. So another teacher took over his class. The techare didn't really teach. She just amke us to learn some malay words. And most important thing(incase they want to go to the washroom), "Cikgu, bolehkah saya pergi ke tandas?". *faint Some of them foget it during the next class.

Since then, I found that in Singapore, the best lesson is malay. Because if you are tired or you feel boring, you can sleep and the teacher will not bother you. Or you can also read books or chat and whatever. I feel that I started to like Malay a little since I came to Singapore. But then, I started to forgot the basics*I think. Oh well, I'll end here. BYe>>

ps: I am blogging in school!!!!!

Holiday>>

2009-09-20T01:11:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is a holiday. A public holiday I think. So I am online watchin' movies. I had been watchin' Heroes currently. I think Heroes is nice. I like watchin' those movies or wadever which the characters have supernatural abilities. I think its quite nice.

Test is commin. Actually we have at least one test every week. So it hasn't been a great difference. Em... the connection here is really terrible. I duno when I am goin' to fedup(i'm not sure bout the spellin').emmm...... I really duno what to say so.....

I'll end here. I noe its really boring. My posts becomes more and more boring each time I posts.But I try to think of a better post. My mind is full of Heroes now. And so,,,,,,, bye!

@(-_-)@ listening to music>>

Back From Long Break

2009-09-17T00:13:00.000-07:00

As usual, I have been lazy and lazy, and I have totally forgotten about my blog. So, I didn't blog. Sory about that.

Its term 4 now. Term 4 means test getting more and more. I hate test!!! "There won't be any exams for Sec 1s." Wait... The sentence haven't been finished yet."but there will be tests." -.- Isn't that the same. There's no difference. And the Sec 2s got to skip CCA!!!! I don't like going to CCA, I don't get to get back early, and I gotta rush back to hostel. Next, there will always be tests on the next day. After I reached hostel, bathed, ate, its already 7:30 pm!!!!! Not enough time to study and do homework!!!!!!

I think I'll end here now. Actually, I'm blogging in school now. So I couldn't blog long. Bye.

Rainy Day

2009-07-27T03:42:00.000-07:00

Today was normal. Everything was just like what it had been expected, or you can say just like usual.

I did not had my lunch today because of some reasons. But I had take a meal full enough for me to skip my lunch during recess. This was my first time to skip my lunch during school days I think. But never mind, I took some food before that.

Today the weather was kinda cloudy since morning. I did not know why. But I loved this weather, no hot sun, breezy wind blowing merrily on my face. It makes me feel very happy and joyful.

After I reached at the bus stop in front of Hwa Chong Institution, I went to the ice-cream vendor to buy ice-cream. The ice-cream was nice. I bought a durian flavoured ice-cream as I had not been eating durian for a long time. I love durians!

Not long after I reached the hostel, it began raining. The weather was not good. It was cold, especially I just took my bath. I shivered with cold. Now I am warm, in my thick blanket. I just love to be in my blanket at this time.

And by the way, my dad is at Johor now. I am quite happy. I can get to meet him tomorrow. And my mum got me some food for in case too!

Bye!

Harry Potter and The Order Of The Phoenix

2009-07-24T01:55:00.000-07:00

Today is Friday. What does Friday means? Friday means early break!(means school ends early today) Feeling happy, because I do not need to go to school tomorrow and can get plenty of sleep. I haven't got enough sleep during school days since I came to Singapore.

I went to Mc Donalds with Jia Hui just now. I had Mc Chicken Burger. I have not been eating burger for a long time. Jia Hui's father came to Singapore yesterday. So he went to Mc Donalds and fetched us back to hostel. Jia Hui and I went back to our room and had a short chat. We talked about dream walking and all those stuff.

Then I asked her to continue the movie that we had not finished yesterday night. Yes, Harry Potter and The Order of The Phoenix. It was very interesting! I had been kind of addicted to Harry Potter series since this year. I had no idea why. But never mind, my roommates too are addicted to Harry Potter series.

I felt sad when I saw the part when Harry's godfather, Sirius Black died for him. It was real sad. If someone who is close to you or like Harry, "only" family died of course you will be sad.

I am going to cinemas tomorrow with Jia Hui and Jiaii. We are going to watch Harry Potter and The Half-Blood Prince. I am looking forward to it!

Hi Again!

2009-07-17T23:16:00.000-07:00

Hello!

Yesterday watched X-Men 3. It was quite cool. Didn't on my laptop yesterday. Lazy to take it out. Dunno why. Yesterday was in a kinda lazy mood. Dunno why. I think I am addicted to Harry Potter? I just cannot wait to read until the end of the story. Having problems to concentrate during class/ lessons. Feel very tired every day(during lessons only). Gosh...

Yah today's Saturday and I can watch Harry Potter and The Prisoner Of Azkaban(not sure about the spellin). And I am wasting my time now... Can't wait till 7:45pm. Oh well I think I'll end here. I really duno what to say and share. Kays, byes!

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Second Post(Long Enough After The First Post)

2009-07-16T05:47:00.000-07:00

Hi, back again after quite a long time. It had been quite a few weeks not blogging again, I guess. I know that I am blogging at the wrong time. Kinda dangerous time to blog ya. Yup, as you all know you have some time that you are "restricted" to blog and all those. And thanks to A H1N1, I got to stay at room to have my "study time". Quite boring actually. But it's better than having to go to the dining hall. Much more better if you are here to experience. You will notice the bog big big difference.

Listening to musics now and blogging and doing homework. Quite pro right? I have been trained to do things in a one time since I was young. I enjoyed that quite much. I HATE ASSIGNMENTS AND THE HOMEWORKS DESIGNED BY TEACHERS AT HERE! I had to admit this. The homeworks at here are loads more different than those in Malaysia. They were loads more easier. In Malaysia, the homeworks designed by the teachers there usually doesn't need to use our precious brain. That's good, no need to twist my brain, and finding "juice" everywhere!

But I am also happy and grateful that I haven't stayed at Malaysia. The stupid _ _ _ are having loads of problems with the education. They have been changing the language over and over again. Aren't they tired? I am real tired. Gosh! Do they think that we are all genius? Suddenly study Malay, suddenly change to English, then back to Malay again??? Playing hide and seek huh? Or what game? Why don't they come down and play with us? Aren't it more fun? I bet if they studied with us, 90% of them will get into Tanjung Rambutan, picking rambutans. Hahahahaha!!!!

These days, I have been enjoying reading sorts of books during lesson time. I found Mathematics class terribly boring. I could not stand and always almost fell asleep. Thanks to teacher's misunderstood made me terribly waken. Every time, when I was going to snooze off, she would surely call me. It had been times. And I am sick of it, to be misunderstood by teacher. It felt terrible. Especially when teacher said it in front of the class. Gosh it irritates me.

By the way, channel 5 is playing Harry Potter series since the week before last week. And I enjoyed it. I have been having troubles understanding some parts. I kept asking my friend aka roommate, who had read the book and is a great fans of Harry Potter. She kept nagging me, tellin me to read the book, borrow the book from our school library. At last, yesterday, due to her nags and my interest, I finally borrowed the book. In the end I found pages thorn from the book and missing pages. That's what I hated about the library in my school. They have many books with thorn pages, missin pages and all sorts. I found it terribly ridiculous and irritating having pages and pages missin. How can I read a book where loads of pages are missin? If one of you is me, I don't think you will wanna read this book. So I decided to find it's dead bodies. So I found them today, and finished the whole book in not even two days time!!!! (*Claps) I am marching forward to the second book. WOW! I found a load of interest after reading the first book. Damn interesting and couldn't wait to finish the whole episodes.

Harry Potter and The Half-Blood Prince is out now!(the movie edition)I wanna watch!!!! The trailer was awesome. I wanna watch watch watch!!!!Okays, I will end at here now. Will change my blog skin and add some musics and all sorts when I feelin to do. Maybe this week? Can't see the future, so can't tell ya now. Bye and will add pics some days later or so. n(~.~)n

M y First New Blog's Post

2009-07-05T09:42:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone!I haven't been blogging for a long time already. I have been lazy, busy and of course do not have the mood to blog. And my old blog seemed weird too. So I decided to make a new blog and delete the old one. Just like moving to a new house.

Today is Sunday .The first Sunday after the first semester holiday. I missed holiday very much. I hope to go back to the past. Enjoying myself. Sitting comfortably on the sofa, watching movies. Playing computer games, chatting with my beloved old classmates. I missed my old classmates a lot. They can't be compared with the new ones. They are much more better than them.

There isn't classes on Monday(tomorrow). So that is why I still can blog at this time. I do not know why am I having strange feelings since the middle of term 2. I just do not know why. I am lost suddenly. In the past, I am always very sure about my decisions. I know what I want to be. I know what I want to do. I have my own ideas. But since the middle of term 2, all my thinkings method and ways have changed. I felt so complicated and helpless for the first time. I am lost. I do not know where to go, which way to go.I just know one thing. I am lost.

Sometimes, I wished, I really wished, I have not came to Singapore to study. I missed my friends, my classmates, my families. They are important to me. It was hard to separate with them. Especially my parents, who took care of me. Whenever I felt alone, helpless, my parents will be by my side, helping me, guiding me.

But sometimes, I felt happy to come to Singapore. At least, I can meet some best friends. The friends who will help you no matter what, who will stand by your side when you needed their help, who is willing to hear your thoughts, your feelings... It is hard to meet a friend like this. But I met not only one best friend like that, I met quite a few, which is already enough for me. They are willing to help me.